I’m usually an outspoken, happy person. But, once in a purple moon I would wake up mad at the world, and really don’t feel like being bothered. Is that wrong? If I am, then oh well…
For some reason, I’m not allowed to have feelings. I’m suppose to be a well oiled machine that doesn’t have any kind of emotions. I’m not allowed to be happy, sad, irate, etc, etc…I’m suppose to take shit and not respond to that shit. I’m suppose to just let shit happen, and eat the results with a fucking spoon. While everyone else in life walks around and vents their issues (good, or bad) to the world without anyone telling them to shut up. Why do I have to suck it up with a straw? Why do I have to sit there and take it?
No! I’m done shutting up, and keeping it to myself. I’m done watching and letting shit just happen, and not doing anything about it. And you don’t like it…Well, so sorry for you. If I am mad, you will know. If I am happy, you will know. And if I am IRATE! you will definitely know!
Let the past be the past? How can I do that when the past is always in my fucking face?! How can something be forgotten, if you are constantly reminded of it?
I am human…I will continue to have feelings…LIVE WITH IT!
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